I was told rather to seek out and learn while here and to take this life on as the adventure it is. I was told this by other physical beings, though I have heard this also as a call in my heart.
The approach of informing me of these concepts by these physical beings was not given using an indoctrinating format it was as more in a revealing fashion. This approach was sometimes as direct concepts and at other times in an ambiguous way. Either approach would be instituted at a time that would cause one to stop and think about what was going on.
I was given few clues on how to conduct myself here rather I was given tools on how to learn through given situations. How to do this; I was told would be up to me to determine and learn about.
Additionally my first years were a refuge of peace of being. It was an experience of being at one with existence in the forests near my home. This period aloud for the development of abilities that seemed to arise completely naturally. These skills which developed were not so obvious to me, until I had time with the general public. I was not even aware of their occurrence as being obscure in any way until spending much time with other people. Also they were not something I would speak about they just were, as effortless as breathing.
I had little interaction with the people of the surrounding culture, and when I finally did it was quite a shock. This shock created perhaps through the lack of socialization and made it apparent that I needed to learn more about what was going on around me.
For instance it was apparent by observation; through the skills that had been developed, that most people had distorted energetic fields. I was unsure of what to make of these distortions but they brought with them an intense Wash of Fear. I could not understand what was going on;
Why these people; children and adults were not relating to this occurrence?
Why did people have distorted energetic fields even at the earliest of age?
Why were they totally unaware of this distortion?
What could be the cause of this distortion?
Was this a distortion or was it the natural condition of these individuals?
The questions were many yet it was simple to see within each being that there was something more. One could see that each were shinning beings within a shell of material, waiting patiently to awaken and ascend.
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Silence (Delirium)
Give me release
witness me
I am outside
give me peace
Heaven holds a sense of wonder
and I wanted to believe
that I'd get caught up
when the rage in me subsides
In this white wave
I am sinking
in this silence
in this white wave
in this silence
I believe
Passion chokes the flower
'til she cries no more
possessing all the beauty
hungry still for more
Heaven holds a sense of wonder...
I can't help this longing
comfort me
I can't hold it all in
if you won't let me
Heaven holds a sense of wonder...
In this white wave
I am sinking
in this silence
in this white wave
in this silence
I believe
I have seen you
in this white wave
you are silent
you are breathing
in this white wave
I am free
Silver Star
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